What's to come...

So um..yeah. I told myself I would write more...so I get back into the swing of things, writing in my BOL and BOS. And I completely neglected it..but here I am. Making sure all the pens have ink, my pencils are sharpened and I have plenty of paper. Anyone that would walk into my office would think I'm an office/art supply clepto, horder personamajig..if that's even a word.

I never had the chance to write about my adventures as FPG (florida pagan gathering) nor my weekend at Turning the Tides. I will definately put that into great detail very soon. All I can say about both events, was that...It was an amazing experience for me and I can't wait to this again. Its not every day that you get to commune with not only people who are on the same spiritual path but with nature as well. I can't wait till next year where I can do it again. I needed those two get aways.

For some time now, I've been slacking in my spirituality. I've been instable not only in that department but with my emotions and my thoughts. I've been feeling empty. And I've been meaning to change as well. I feel stagnant. I can't stand feeling that way. I have so many ideas running in my head; so many things i want to do, yet, I don't do anything about it. I'm tired of it. And of course i never do anything about that either...til now.

I have over exceeded the quota on analyzing my life and have been told its time to stop eating shit and do something with it. I'm going through my Saturn retrograde so there's much in store for me. Makes sense for the drastic changes that are occuring. Apollo is pissed off and I've made Artemis succumb to tears. I've failed as their child. They give me gifts and tools to use at my disposal and they're just rusting away. I can't do this anymore. I'm not a failure. And I refuse to be a failure in their eyes and in my heart.

Its all about me now. I shedding off my skin and starting a new chapter...lets see what happens.